all by Rodney Smith

Today's Quote:
Realise that what's matter to me the most is your's happiness not the issue.

Currently Favourite Songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXj7vu_4F1c&feature=share
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tuSTcH7L2_g&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cCOPMBwq30c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Z5lL-y_-0g&feature=share
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yr53jT6mAfc

Daily Message from him:
Hold on to what is good, even if it's a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe, even if it's a tree that stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do, even if it's a long way from here. Hold on to your faith, even if it's easier to let go. Hold on to God's hand.

Been doing:
Revision
Exam
Trying my best to enjoy every moment
Trying my best to get over you

Notes:
Hi bloggie, is been a long time since my last post. Finally I am free to write a post.
Been going to library every day to study.
Finished exam on 10th nov.
Going back m'sia on 19th nov.
5 more days and I will be home already.
Shall start to clean up my messy room.
2010 is a really special year for me.
I learn alot and has become more mature I think.
Gain alot of experiences.
Being involve in a musical.
Met alot of interesting and nice people.
Go thru alot of tough times and the luckiest thing is I have alot of backups (friends and family).
Lost two of my beloved family members in one year time.
Became more independent and learn not to depends on others all the time.
Fall for someone that will never fall for me and going thru a tough time giving up and still in progress of giving up.
Uni work is getting harder and harder each year.
Going London on the 26th november for 3 weeks plus.
Will make full use of my summer holiday and come back as a brand new me 2011.
Will be coming back melbourne on 19th February.

My summer holiday plan:
Have fun with my family and friends back home.
Travel around.
Learn something useful.
Maybe get a part time job if daddy allow me to.
Practise my driving skills.
Go on diet.
Not to think so much.

Regarding next year:
3rd year of uni definately gonna be a busy year for me.
Will try my very best in everything.

all by Cig Harvey

Today's Quote:
"Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy." ~ Cynthia Nelms

Daily Message from him:
You do not see things as they are. You see them as you are. When you look, you see reflections of your being. When you listen, you hear echoes of yourself. If you don't like something about what you see and hear, no point in smashing the mirror, change who you are becoming.

Currently Listening to:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFRbcWWB4Po

My bloggie shout out:
I want myself and my interesting and happy life back. I wanna get over you!

Notes:
Last week of Uni
4 assignments due + 3 presentations this week.
Still trying my very best in case B. Is getting tougher. I hope my 3 months summer holiday really helps. Always in a self controlling mode. Please dont continue like tat and you will explode she said.

all by Cig Harvey

My current favourite song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UVfjDgmGOM

Today's Quote:
"Death teaches us how to love someone while they were still alive..“

Daily Message from him:
Family is not a name for a group of people, but the quality of relationships between them. Relationships grounded in mutual love, trust, caring and forgiveness. In all the ups and all the downs of life. Look closely, - who is really your family, and who in truth are just strangers in for the ride?

Notes：
Try to live every day to the fullest. That's what I used to do before case B. Been wasting time thinking too much and emo. But not anymore now. After what happened 2 days ago and the second call. I think I shud really live every day to the fullest and be as happy as possible because I will never know what happen tomorrow so have to make full use of today. Since I have already made my decision and I should stick to it. It's not easy but I believe I can do this and I am strong enough for all these. Anyway, I will still survive somehow.
Been coughing non-stop for a few days already. Should really do something about it. Omg... I cant sleep well.
4 more assignments to go + Exam = OMG..
Is 2am now I shall gt back to assignment and sleep at 3am.

Lets live every day to the fullest. xxxS

by Cig Harvey

Today's Quote:
"Love is the worst pain for a broken heart but the best gift for someone who is loved."

Daily Message from him:
Sometimes it may feel too hard to do it alone. Sometimes it may seem like you can't figure it out by yourself. Sometimes will and strength and courage are not enough. Sometimes in your life you will need to call out for help. Call on God. God will be there.

Notes:
Too many things happened at the same time.
I know I am strong enough for all this but I just cant accept the fact at this moment.
People who love me are all leaving me slowly.
2010 is really not my year.
Grandpa passsed away on march 2010. My closest aunt passed away this afternoon.
Hope she rest in peace and I love you always!!!
I shall go sleep now although is only 11.30pm to prevent me think too much again.

all by Lillian Bassman

Today's Quote:
"My heart beat so hard when I was near him, I feared he could hear my secret longing for him." ~ Destiny Vaestus

Daily Message from him:
There is a time and a season for everything. It may be a time of new beginnings, a time of growth, a time of reaping the harvest of hard work, or a time of rest. Trust this beautiful order. Everything in its time.

Current Favourite Song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pL52F5ahSoE&feature=player_embedded

Notes:
Seriously need to wash dishes and clean up my room!!!!
Should start my revision already. Is 1 month away from my final.
4 Assignments due week 12.
Stress..
Case B:
Trying super hard. What I need is focus focus focus control control control hide hide hide give up give up give up. You are so screwed she said. The only thing you can do is keep telling yourself what you wish will never ever gonna happen he said. He and she are the only people I will tell everything to in this world.

Hope tomorrow will always be a better day!!! xxx S

Today's quote:
"No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, I can't let you go even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you. I'll still look for that one reason to fight for you."

Daily Message from him:
There are many ways to climb a mountain. There are many ways to live a life. Allow each person to choose their own path.

Notes:
Leaving in 4 hours but I stil havent finished packing and I slept for 3 hours only yesterday and I am blogging here.
Am thinking i can update my blog before i go for a 3 days camp.

Case A - Settled.
Case B - Trying in Progress
Case C - Solved.
Case D - Trying my best
Case E - Settled.

Hope the next 3 days will b sunny days. xxxS

all by Ivring Penn

Today's quote:
"If you smile when no one else is around, you really mean it." ~ Andy Rooney

Daily Message from him:
It's time you remembered who you really are. You are not your wallet, your job, your kids, your house. You are not your activities or your worries or the labels other people give you. Like an actor you play these roles, and like a good actor you sometimes forget who you really are. Time to wake up now, and remember that you are a being of immense power and breathtaking beauty created in the image of God.

Current Favourite Song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bMY9MqCuK9I&feature=related

Current Favourite Scent:
Back to Burberry - Brit

Place that you belong to:
A. Land
B. Outer Space
C. Sky
D. Under water

I think I belong to the sea. Love the feeling when you are under water. Silence, carefree and relax.

Current in love with:
Drinking alot of water at one time. I can finish drinking 750ml of water at one time.
Putting on hoddie and sleep because is much warmer like tat.
Sleep once i got home at night to prevent me thinking too much.


Notes:
Going through really tough time these few days and I m feeling better I think.
Everything will go back in place and normal real soon.
I have already done whatever I can do.
Think too much mode - neutral
Got a test next week and I still don't have any clue.
Got distinction for 2 of my last minute assignments and I m pleased although I didnt really do well for the other one. Oh well at least I passed. @.@
The assignment demo went ok today but think I can do better next time and be more prepared.
Don't know what happened to my favourite website. Can't access it. I think they are doing some maintainance or something.
Feel like going to the beach. Not to emo just want to sit there, do nothing and just chill abit.
Shop alot these days because it is the only way to distress. Omg... sorry daddy..
Need to clean up my room again... omg.. so messy.

Today's Quote:
" It's funny how you never leave my mind...even when I have a million things to worry."

Daily Message from him:
No matter how good you try to be to others, you will occasionally hurt them. Forgive yourself for it. The same will happen with them. Forgive them for it.

Notes:
Pickled Heart

1 heart
Garlic
Onion
Whole pickling spice
Cider vinegar
Water

Rinse heart with cold water. With a small knife make 6 to 8 small slits in various places on heart, fill each with a clove of garlic.

Place in a 6 quart pressure cooker. Pour cider vinegar into pressure cooker to make it 1/2 full. Add a few more garlic cloves and at least 1 onion, cut up or sliced. Add water to make the pressure cooker 3/4 full; add a handful of pickling spice.

Put lid and valve on cooker and cook on high heat until the valve rocks vigorously, then lower to a low to medium heat and cook for 40 minutes. Cool. Remove from liquid, slice and return to liquid. Store in a small jar in refrigerator.

PLEASE NOTE: You must peel off the skin of the heart before slicing.

Today's quote:
" the more you pretend that there's nothing wrong.. the heavier the pain gets in your heart.."

Daily Message from him:
Tomorrow you will harvest the seeds you sow today. What kind of seeds do you need to sow today, so tomorrow turns into the dream you have always wanted?

Notes:
Been emotionally unstable.... Happy in 5 mins ago and emo for the next 10 mins.
Shud control it better since everyone around me didn't owe me money or do anything wrong to me. They definitely don't deserve being treated this way. They are nice people.
I want to get well soon.
Was thinking isit because of karma? I hurt someone so bad previously that why now is time for me to get hurt.
Why isit so difficult to gt over it??? Bcs I see u every day in class!!! ok maybe nt every day but as long as i go to class. what can i do????

by Susan Friedman

Today's Quote:
My head is saying "let go.." but my heart is saying, "just wait.."

Current Favourite Song:
I love you - Joanna Wang

Daily message from him:
Love is the most important thing.It's not about how much you have, how much you know, or how much you do. It's about how well you love. Love is what matters most.
* what if I am not allowed to? *

Notes:
I seriously need more control in case B.
What I need is Control control control Hide hide hide Focus focus focus.
Waking up crying because I had a really bad dream.

all by Yerka Sleeplessness

Today's Quote:
"Do not ask questions of fairy tales." ~ Jewish Proverb

Daily message from him:
It's never too late to get back on track. Never has anyone gone so far on the wrong path that they cannot return to the right one. Never has anyone become so wayward that they cannot benefit from the true light.

Current favourite song:
No one else comes close - Joe

Notes:
No more ....

Today's Quote:
"The scars you can't see are the ones that hurt most"

Daily message from him:
Life is not meant to be a speedway. Slow down to savor the gifts that God has already showered you with.

Notes:
Been emo-ing
Too many things going on and happened at one time. Can't really take it.
Trying to calm myself down and actually do something useful to make all the situation better. Although, the progress might be abit slow but at least I have been doing something and not just emo-ing and nt solving the problems.
Things is turning abit better in a slow way but oh well at least is getting abit better.
Try to be more organise these day bcs i was a total mess 2 days ago. I dont want to be in that position anymore. NO NO...
Everytime I see people around me, I feel recharged because I will think at least I still got them. Although, I know is nt good to be so dependent but that's what I need now.

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Case A:
Have trying my best to do what ever I can to make the situation better. Hope everything will go smoother later on.

Case B:
In pain and still bleeding... but will still stick to what I have decided.

Case C:
Have done 80% on what ever I can do now. Will handle the rest 1 week later after my assignments and tests.

Case D:
I really want to make you proud that's why I am trying my best here, no matter how hard it is.

Case E:
Will do my best

Hope everything will get on track again soon. xxx S

Case A:
I know I have been slacking that why I m in this position now. I cant affort to give up in this case. No matter how hard it is. I have to deal with it. So, I will try my best and work much harder!!!

Case B:
My heart was and still bleeding. I have to admit that I have been hurt quite badly this time. What's happenning now is just like pouring salt onto my wound and it really hurts. I know I have to do something about it so I have decided to give up. To give up something that will never belong to me and is impossible to achieve no matter how hard i try.

Case C:
Why are you so insecure??? What I need is just your trust. It has been 6 years already why can't you trust me? No matter what, I will try to make it up to you in someway after all these.

Case D:
I want to make you proud at least for once!!!

Case E:
Sorry for making so many mistake lately.

Really hope that someone could hug me and tell me everything will be alright at this moment although i know sometimes life just don't turn up that way that we want.

Hope everything will be fine real soon!!! xxx S

all by Nick Knight

Today's quote:
"If you wish to be the best you can't afford to rest" ~ Go-getter Philosopher

Daily message from him:
When you feel alone and your heart is troubled, talk to God.
Let the presence of God come to you and envelope you and bring you peace.

Current favourite song:
左边 - rainie yang

Notes:
Omg I am so blur these days and I keep making mistake. WHYY....
3 assignments + one mid sem on week 8. I AM SO GONNA DIE!!!
Good news... finally i can change group already! Yay!!! My tutor made my day! =D
Should stop thinking too much.. what's belong to you will always come back to you no matter what.

Hope everyone + oil + oil + oil for everything!!! xxx S

all by Ivring Penn

Today's quote:
" If it still hurts.....you still care"

Daily Message from him:
Every day you are choosing either to be grateful or to be disappointed. You can worry to no end about what you don't have. Or you can marvel at God's breathtaking gifts: the morning dew, the sun, the clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds. Could you create any of these? These miracles of life are always around you, ready to be celebrated, ready to be welcomed into your life.

Notes:
OMG... I gt myself drunk once again last night..I hope I didnt do anything emberassing
Should have eat something before I drink.
Thanks for everyone who took care of me last night and sorry for the troubles that i caused.
For the 1st time... I was jumping while I am showering. So many wounds on both of my legs bcs i fell down for a few times last night. So pain ....my skin .. my legs~~
Finished 2 lectures this morning. Time to catch up...
Going to have lunch with my aunt and cousin later. Didnt see them for so long time alr.

all by Nick Knight

Today's quote:
"My head is saying "let go.." but my heart is saying, "just wait.."

Daily message from him:
Allow yourself to breathe in and out slowly. Allow your breath to bring you to a place of calmness. Allow yourself to be calm like the eye in the center of the storm.

My current favourite song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOU_9EA3ml4&feature=related

Notes:
PPP tonight YAY!!! It gonna be a blast!!! =D
Should start catching up with all my uni work.
Should really go to the gym. @.@

Hope everyone around me will be happy and everything gonna be ok again xxxxS

all by Ivring Penn

Today's quote:
"Dont walk in front of me I may not follow.Dont walk behind me I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend" ~Albert Camus

My daily message from him :
There is no need for you to go it alone. There are people who love you, and who are ready to give you much needed support. There are even more, - way more than you can possibly imagine, people who CAN love you if you give them a chance. Make 'share joy, half the sorrow' your motto for today


What I wanna be if I can choose what I am gonna be in my next life except human?
*hahahahah... just a random question :P*
I wanna be a fish.

Current favourite song:
Fly me to the moon - Olivia Ong

Today's plan:
Go out and get food
Wash all the left over dishes
Clean my room
Gym

Notes:
I thought I have become more realistic but after this 2 weeks i discovered that I am still living in my dream land because I cant accept the fact that "nothing last forever".
Feel reallly sad with the continuous farewell parties. When you don't want them just be a passenger of your life. You want them to stay longer purely just because they are so awesome because you cant guarantee you will meet someone as awesome as them again in your life. What if our life will not eclipse again?
ok, I shouldnt think negatively. I believe WE WILL MEET AGAIN AND WE WILL ALL BE A MUCH BETTER PERSON!!! =)
Been quite busy. Partner didnt turn up for assignment so I did her part as well. OMG, I haven't been so rush to finish an assignment before. Worry about my next assignment with this partner. Should i tell my tutor to change groupmate?
Ok, I think I should post something happy. Heyy everyone, I AM HAVING MY SPRING BREAK NOW!!! Hahahaahaha.... call me whenever you need or miss me. I will be free and lets go have fun.
I miss the beach. Should I go to the beach? St.Kilda? Brighton?
Chat with mummy and daddy for 1 hour last night and feel recharged. =)

all by Cig Harvey

Today's quote:
"Sometimes you just have to smile, pretend like everythings okay, hold back the tears & just walk away..."

Today's shout out:
I survived!!! =) *I know I am strong enough for all this*

Today's message from ... :
wealth does not come from your bank account, wealth comes from the depth of your heart.

Notes:
Going to fren's bday party in 30 mins time.
Going clubbing later on.
Been busy with assignment and having fun.
Learn not to depend other people so much.
Think that I have become more mature already.
Except for having fun and uni. I don't have time for anything else.
Will make full use fo what I have got now.
Miss home already.

all by Koto Bolofo

Today's Quote:
"Let's laugh until we have to cry."

Notes:
Hallo Bloggie, long time no chat
Have been really busy for the past few days but now I am finally free I guess
Songs from the musical still stuck in my head.
Feeling the post production syndrome (OMG I feel so empty and abit ok mayb more than abit more emo after I woke up today)
The feeling is like OMG, everything have seriously ended already
Love love love the feeling when you know everyone have the same goal and trying their best to make everything happen.
Is like we are not a single person anymore and we are all in one.
All the people that I have met in this production (OMG they are so freaking awesome!!)
Wanna thanks all these people who make my life so interesting and happy
If not because of this production I think I will spend all my time slacking instead of doing something useful like this
Learnt alot and I think I have become more mature already.
I havent wanted something to be good so desperately before.
Really hope everyone can still come out and have fun or even have a coffee together after production.
Hope all the awesome people that come to my life, stay happy and healthy always!!! xxx S

Today's quote:
"Why me? Because you saw me when I was invisible" The Princess Diaries

Notes:
Today will be our 1st show 13th August 2010. Hope everything will run smoothly. So much effort have been put into the musical.
Been preparing for the musical for more than 2 months can't wait to see all our hardwork being put on the stage. I am excited.

all by Robert Shana

Today's quote:
"The way to love anything is to realize that it may be lost." ~ Gilbert K. Chesterton

Current favourite song:
Love the way you lie - Eminem ft. Rihanna
* love the lyrics *

This week's aim:
To finish two of my asssignments

Notes:
Been busy...

Notes:
Been living my life to the fullest
Havent been so busy before in my life
Should really start doing all my assignments and catch up with some of the lab works
Dont really like the weather these days.. unstable
Think too much mood: cant afford to ON
Need to get a good rest now if not I think i will fall sick
Drank manuka honey once i get back home just now bcs i kept coughing for the whole day alr.
Time to slp now to recharge.

Hope your dreams come true xxxS

all by Fan Ho

Today's Quote:
"Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up ur life..
But i would rather be ur moon so i can shine on u during ur darkest hour when ur sun izn't around...."