"In order to get something you never had, you have to do something that you never did"

Me likey... =)

BYE BYE 2009 =)

Overall it hav been a happy yr for me. Is my 1st yr of uni. Starting from blaming the workload to enjoying being busy. Yaya... Until in a certain extend tat, I cant really fall aslp without doing sumthing useful or sumthing fun in the day (sumthing tat worth my day). Love the tired feeling b4 I slp so I can take less than 3 seconds to fall aslp. Heard alot of dramas n fancy stories bt luckily I din really involve much in it tis yr. I discovered wen I started remain neutral n dun think tat much as last time I started to bcome happier. I m still single n available. Stil waiting for the right one. Transferrred from deakin to rmit. Really cant cope wif deakin's way of teaching bcs involve wif lots of theory tat drive me crazy. Rmit way of teaching is more practical. I prefer the more practical 1. Rmit gt much more assignments n quizes bt they all worth most of the marks n the final only worth 40% compared to deakin is much more stressful bcs their final exam worth 70%. Make alot of new frens in RMIT. They r all realy nice ppl. Meet alot of fren from CMG as well n surprisingly I hav bcame their production secretary for their 2010 production as well in an accident way? I din actually planning to apply for any position at 1st bt after alot of persuation I decide to giv it a try altho @ tat moment i dun think they hav any reason to pic me. Bt after tat of coz i gt the position. So, 2010 i will b more busy yr for me bcs i need to focus on my studies n cmg. Haha... I hope I can lose some weight as well bcs I gain 7kg tis yr. OMG!!! wth T.T Wat's my wish for 2010? I wish I will score will in all my subjects. My family members will stay healthy. All the ppl around me happy always. Lose more weight!!! CMG 2010 production will b a success one. I m gtting too greedy? 5 wishes hahaha... God if u can hear me pls pls pls =)

Lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!!! I LOVE U GUYS!!! THANKS FOR BEING WIF ME TIS YR!!!

love season:

He was a popular guy during his high skul n uni life bt he dun hav a chance to meet the right gal. After 30 yrs of searching. Finally he found her. They gt married on the 25th dec 2009. He is 54 tis yr.

They fall for each other in 2007. He was her 1st love. She was his 1st love. They broke up bcs of distance. He decide to stay in m'sia n she went overseas. After he waited for 2 yrs. They met again nov 2009. Once again they fall in love dec 2009.

Going Thailand in less than 9 hrs. Yay~!!! SHOPPING!!! =D

Feel bad bcs I lie 2 sumone tat's really important 2 me. Sorry!!! If I m courageous enuf I'll tell u the truth later after I've done everything. :(

He called. He jus keep asking me lots of questions so I din gt the chance 2 ask him "hw r u?". :(

Went sing k again today. Quite high. :)

Saw a guy look like joeseph cheng working at ipoh parade. Haha... my type. :P

Damn ... Dun think abt it!!! >.<"

Penang Penang Penang!!! =)

To sumone who complain abt my blog: Haha... I just love being random n tat's me!!! =)

DOWN DOWN DOWN =(

=)

Looking for a change!!!

Cant wait for 2010!!!

Left melbourne last nite n reach KL tis morning. Went shopping for the whole day bt I didn't gt anything. The weather here is nt as hot as I expected.Home sweet home bt I dunnoe y I started 2 miss melbourne already. :( I shud've went somewhere b4 I come bac 2 m'sia.

P/s: I miss u & I hav faith in u!!! =)

She will hav a bf nex yr hopefully. Yay!!!

I deleted my previous post in less than 30 mins time bcs mayb i m jus nt courageous enuf.

Tis is a happy post. =)

I hav finished my exam!!! Yay!!! Time to hav fun!!!

Went to boxhill wif Y. Brought lot of food!!! Omg... I shud keep fit =.="

Receive an unexpected email from a fren. So, happy to hear from him tat he is doin well. I was so touched wen I saw he wrote "I miss u n I hope the feeling is mutual." Haha.. of coz, I miss u T!!!

暗示 by coco lee

聽見星星歎息 用寂寞的語氣 告訴不眠的雲
是否放棄日夜追尋風的動靜 心事不停累積
變成臉頰的硎w 你始終沒留意 我特別在乎你
你卻像風一樣 左顧右盼而行 全世界只有你不懂我愛你
我給的不只是好朋友而已 每個欲言又止淺淺笑容裡
難道你沒發現我渴望訊息 我應該如何讓你知道我愛你
連星星都知道我心中秘密 今夜在你窗前下的一場雨
是暗示你我有多(麼)委屈 你還不懂雨永遠不楣

I love tis song!!! =)

Dear god,

She is in love again. I hope tis time 'he' will b ntg related to me. Amen.

Din update my blog for awhile bcs hav been quite busy lately.

I hav been in a quite dull n "i-think-i-m-getting-sick" mode these days.

I wish time can pass faster so I can enjoy my holiday. 3 more papers to go... 1 more paper tis friday den i gt 1 week break till my nex paper.

Might go 4 halloween tis friday bt still hav no idea wat m i goin 2 dress as. Haha... any idea?

Gt lots of plans during my 10 days of holiday b4 i go bac m'sia.

Keep eating chocolate too cheer myself up.

Cant really focus n concentrate bcs keep think abt wat m i goin 2 do after exam. I m too excited abt holiday.

ok... tat's all for today. Haha... xoxo NUT XD

Oo... ya. I think I miss out sumthing really important in the previous post tat is THANK GOD!!! MY GRANDPA IS FEELING BETTER EDI!!! =D

I love the movie : More Than Blue. It was so so nice!!!Do u believe tat.. I kept crying while watching it. It was so touching!!!

My life hav been really simple tis days. I wonder isit a really good thing? Bcs I keep avoiding being involve in complicated situation. So I selfishly choose nt to listen nt to see n remain neutral. Or actually tat's wat life shud b? I realise sumtimes being too caring is nt a gud thing.

Hav been really busy these days. Ppl says we organise time bt guess wat I m in a situation tat is totally different from it tat is time organise me. I only slept 6 hrs in the past 3.1/2 days bt honestly I enjoyed it. I rather b busy than do or think more abt anything else which is silly or stupid. Do u eat our breakfast @ 8.30pm? Due to my busy uni life. I always do tat.

Hav an interview tmr @ 11.30am. Wish me the best!!! =)

I will go Old Town latar for breakfast!!! Yay!!! Lovin it!!!

GRAPE IS PRAYING FOR HIM EVERY DAY!!! HOPE HE WILL GET WELL SOON!!! I LOVE YOU, GRANDPA!!! I REALLY ENJOY BEING SPOILED BY YOU!!!

Currently, in love wif "officially missing you by tamia" !!!

I M STAYIN STRONG WIF U!!!

I hate the feeling tat you noe me too well and I dunnoe you u @ all.

I m so happy to hear tat they telling me tat they will cum to melb n be with me anytime if I need them. I love you Mummy & Daddy. Although, daddy will nt b able to cum wif mummy bt stil I feel v.touched wen they said tat to me. Hw sweet!!! So, I hav 2 b strong!!! Fighting!!! =)

Their support make my day!!! =D

I'll learn to dance in the rain instead of wasting time to wait for the storm to pass.

No matter who u r, which part of u, u r stil u.
It doesn't make any different to me bcs no matter wat u r stil my fren. Pls rmb tat, i m always here for u. =)

2 more weeks of class den 1 study week den EXAM!!! den last bt nt least is GO HOME!!! =)

I miss eveyone bac hum. love love love them!!! Too happy to hear tat my uncle finally decided 2 gt married wif his girlfriend. Hope I can gt a lil cousin soon. =)

Shall start on my 3 assignments and revision asap!!! Omg ... I hav been procrastinating. T.T

* + wat happened lately really freak me out. *

Hav been quite busy wif my studies, having fun, cmg stuff n everything.

Addicted to American next top model.

Finally, I LOVE CHOCOLATE!!! =)

Had a really gud slp las nite... FINALLY!!! =)

Wat happened las nite was terrifying. Bt ... i think i quite use to it already? Bcs I m nt as scared and helpless as the 1st time (@ least I m nt trembling). *Oh god... do i sound like I m v.proud of myself from nt trembling?* Oh well... I escaped. It had been torturing me for quite awhile from the shoes to the light bt I rather convince myself tat I m sleep walking than sumthing else. Bt for wat happened las nite seriously freak me out. Plss I m jus tryin 2 gt a gud slp. Cum on. I hav been slpin in the morning for 1 week already (except 2 wonderful days^^). I m really really super duper tired n all my pimples came out even by doing mask every day cant help anymore + my eyes bags + my dark circles...
I wish I m being too paranoid and tired.

He said he wil bring me to the temple wen I m bac in ipoh. Haha.. tat's so nice of him.

The hardest part about walking away from you, is knowing that you won't come after me...

Angels without wings.
没有翅膀的天使。

Lucky

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday


My current favourite song =)

I hope everything will be fine

"i wanted you to fight for me, I wanted you to say there is no one else that you could ever be with..
and that you'd rather be alone than without me"

~Brooke Davis, One Tree Hill~

If I could steal

One final glance

One final step

One final dance with him

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY!!! LOVE U ALWAYS!!!

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST TO MY DEAR LITTLE BROTHER FOR HIS UPSR TMR!!!


Gt an INTERVIEW TOMORROW.

Fall in love wif TWITTER.

ASSIGNMENT x2

Gt EMO 4 no reason 2 days ago. =.="

Try 2 KEEP MYSELF BUSY nex yr. If they choose me after the interview tmr.

Fall in LOVE wif the lifestyle nw.

Study hard n play hard = ENJOY LIFE.

Found out tat I'L GAIN ALOT MORE WEN I EXPECT NTG.

Horoscope says I'l meet my MR.RIGHT in 3 months time.

I insist 2 keep smiling bcs LIFE GOES ON. Believe tat u wont b so unlucky 4 ur whole life.

Keep meeting problems continuously in my life bcs I M SPECIAL.

Feel so gud 4 BEING MYSELF.

Believe in " Sumone will REALIZE me one day"

Should start goin DANCE CLASS again.

Cant wait 2 GO HOME in 2 months time

You and the fortune teller stare intently into the crystal ball. Right away she says, "Ah! I see something!" she leans in closer then states, "I see you. . .and your sole mat...e, lost in love. Ah, and you are at the beach, with a ring on your fourth finger! How fortunate!" You smile and thank her for her time, and forget about it, until you go to the last dance of a party. There, your date brings you to the beach, where they propose to you! So soon, you guys are so lost in love! The weddings is fantastic, and you two live happily ever after!

Haha... is FRIDAY people!!! Lets hav fun!!! =D

Discovered a lots of thing these days.
If u ask me a week ago, I'l tel u : "It will never mean 2 b like tis."
If u ask me nw, I'l tel u : " It was mean 2 b like tat."

WELCUM 2 DA REALITY, S!

Mayb I think too little these days tat's y. Haha..
Last time I think too much, nw i think too little.
Tat's y I dun even realize anything thing changes around me.
Feel scared. My heart fill wif dissapointment.
Realize tat I cant do anything @ all. Only thing I can do is try 2 accept the fact n MOVE ON.

LIFE GOES ON!!!

To someone,

Sry 4 hurting u so badly bt jus realize recently that you r still tryin really hard to gt over it. I din regret wat I hav done bcs I m too selfish. I dun wanna b in tat position anymore. Once, I tot you noe me, I love freedom.

I m so proud of myself. Can u believe it. I have 2 complete 4 assignments in one week (3 of them due on 5pm tis friday) and I hav one marketing midsem test which worth 20% on Friday too.
It is a really busy week for me. I sleep less den 8hrs in 2 days. I dun even dare look @ myself in da mirror bcs I noe wont b able 2 recognise myself (I LOOK EXACTLY LIKE A PANDA NW). T.T
Even my classmates realize tat... he said : "S, u look so tired."

BT ANYWAY, NEX WEEK IS MY MID SEM BREAK PEOPLE!!! YAY!!! Although I still gt 1 assignment due on 4th sep bt I M STIL V.HIGH!!! XD

According to my friends status on facebook. ;p

I have 602 friends, 482 more than average. 37% are male, 63% are female. 255 are single, 101 are dating or married. If I contracted a deadly variant of flu, I would likely infect 14 people, 2 of whom would ...die. When I share something on Facebook, it is typically viewed by 34 people. If I died today, an estimated 601 people would try to attend my funeral. Based on my Facebook profile, I have a 94% probability of getting married. I am likely to earn US$2.7 million and have 2.6 children over my lifetime.

Haha... I DUN CARE!!! HE IS MINE!!! WO DE WANG ZI!!!

I heart thursday nite!!! XD

Lots of assignments need to b done. =.=

Being more n more courages these days. Take da chance man. XD

Sumone n someone's relationship is improving. ^^

I belief tere's intersection point. =)

U noe I will take forever to say goodbye.

"You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be."

''You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.''

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I dunnoe y m I feelin so emo nw.

I dunnoe wat 2 say except I miss u.

Today's a very tiring day 4 me n I jus dunnoe y.

I need energy. Giv me sum energy, please.

p/s: gud luck in da game. :)

Hav no idea y ppl gt so greedy sumtimes ...

I hav already try my best n tat's ntg I can do nw. Gud luck to you.

I m very bad @ guessing and I dun think a lots these days. So, pls dun try 2 hint me or show me anything in an indirect way.

Let's make everything simple, easy, straight forward n uncomplicated.

I m out of those dramas. So, pls pls pls dun pull me in again. I had enough of it n it's non of my business nw. I m innocent. ;p I dun wanna b da victim anymore. =.="!!!

p/s: Hav no idea y ppl like 2 complicate stuff mayb they r too desperate 2 bcum extraordinary.

Tips: Best way to keep urself hapi is to cherish wat u gt nw n b satisfy wif ur life. Never aim for sumthing tat's nt belong 2 u.

watching bedtime story nw. :p

Love my busy life
Wake up @ 9.45am
Workshop @ 10.15am
Union @ 11pm
Class @ 12.30pm
Union @ 2.30
Breakfast + lunch @ 4.30pm
Class @ 5.30pm
Discussion @ 8.30pm
Got Home @ 10pm
Dinner @ 10.30pm
Preparation 4 marketing debate tmr morning @ 11.30pm
Time 2 relax (msn, fb, blogging) @ 2.30am
Dream @ 3am
Wil b waking up @ 9am

Tis winter is so so cold compared to da last winter.

Stil hav lots of works need 2 b done.

Jus confirm my flight ticket wif MAS. Will b goin bac m'sia on 21/11 n will b cumin bac 2 melb @ 3/3. :)

Wanna hibernate like a polar bear during my midterm holiday.

I like 2 slp alot lately n jus dunnoe y. XD

Meet up wif lots of my frens today. Everyone was so excited n hapi. Jus cant stop chatting wif each other. Bt can v meet @ sumwhere else nex time? Tat's so cold.

Due to da workload tis week. I din go 4 dance class. So sad. I wanna dance!!! :)

He n she are still putting their love in tis 'hidden mode'. Too bad. Jus feel like telling her. If i was u, I'l jus cant wait 2 tell everyone "I m in love!"

Actually, I m procrastinating nw. I dun wanna start my marketing debate assignment n my humwork. :( Welcum bac 2 reality.

Anyway, i stil love my life!!!

Hav been v.busy wif my new uni n stuff.
Dun hav extra time 2 think so much.
Enjoying my busy uni life.
Catching up wif all other students.
I met many types of ppl in uni. Lucky me most of them r friendly and helpful.
I miss da food bac hum.
I miss daddy, mummy n my naughty little brother. Hope he can score well in his UPSR test.
I m nt as humsick as las semester. I feel better nw.
Seems like sumone is in love bt dunnnoe y they 1 2 keep it as a secret.
Cant wait for Sunday. Our bump in ceremony so tat I can c all my workshop buddies.
Cant wait for Saturday too. Goin 2 enjoy myself.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEMON! Hope he will gt well soon n STOP WORRYING!
Cant wait til Friday nite. Finally I can relax for awhile bt stil gt alot of work 2 be done.
Because I din update my blog 4 so long. So, I decide 2 write a longer post tis time.
Chace Crawford n Robert Pattinson is still my current eye candy. They r jus so cute.
Loves Yiruma. Exspecially his - "Love You".
Printer stil nt working.
Make alot of new frens.
And I love beautiful bags. Sry for being so random. Xp

I sleep very well last night because I dream of you .
Welcome back to my dream and the most important thing is I miss u. :)

Sorry for being so paranoid.

~ Meaningful Quote ~

“ 如果可以，真不想再你好看的嘴里说出讨厌我的话，也许你的世界太美好了，亲情 友情 爱情 你样样都不缺，能给你这些感情的人也多得是，所以为了能够留在你身边，我只好扮演坏人的角色，为了在你心里占有一席之地，我只好让你讨厌我。”

Hav no idea wat's da situation nw bt i'l try my best. AJA AJA

Melb ppl r gttin cuter n funnier. =)

Sry my fren, I dun mean 2 run away. XD

Went for 2 dance classes today n they were awsome. ^^

Drinking bubble tea nw. Aww... I luv Tian Ren. <3

Bam Bam grow so fat edi. I was shock wen I c him today. =.= Omg.. wonder wat he eat during da holiday (Sum1: mayb ... butter?) Haha...

Arr... stop it!!!
Pls dun make things so complicated n I DUN WANNA GT INVOLVE!!!
NOOO!!! I DUN 1!!!

p/s: i feel better edi bcs i finally shout it out.

A perfect timetable vs My favourite hobby

My decision = I decide 2 giv up a perfect timetable for my favourite hobby.

A white limited edition iphone vs a black iphone

My decision = I hav choosen the black iphone.

I always persist in wat I like.

I hope everything wil b fine.
I scared.
I afraid.
I hope I will stil b da lucky one.
Wish me the best tmr 6pm.

:)

Stay busy and be happy!!! ;)

LIVING MY LIFE TO DA FULLEST!!!

Ppl wif story seems 2 b v.fascinating.

*~~~ Wishing 4 my dreams ~~~ *
L****G I* P******E H*****Y W**H T*E L**E O* M* L**E I* T*E F****E ^^

Goin 2 camp tmr. Hope it will b fun. =D

I wont regret.
I dun wanna b so paranoid.
I dun wanna judge u.
I trust u.
I miss u, I miss u & I miss u! :)

Sour soury ~~

Finance in less den 24 hours!!!

Stop procrastinating!!!

I shall not keep leaving in da past.
I shall admit the fact tat tat's ntg I can change nw.
To myself : Pls set me free!

You Are Exceedingly Passionate

You tend to be a very social person. You live for your friends and family. You can get social burnout occasionally though. You aren't a total extrovert.

You don't fall in love easily. It takes you a long time to get used to someone. Intimacy doesn't come easily for you.

You are an amazingly passionate person. You are passionate about almost everything, and your passion definitely gets you in trouble!

Your sense of humor is goofy and silly. You are good at making almost anyone laugh.

Haha... really? XD

Ooo... ya...
I stil hav tat kinda "sour" feeling. Hope it wil go away after exam.

Oh gosh ....
Econs tmr... finance wednesday.... :(

DEN ? HOLIDAY!!! XD



p/s: STOP IT!!!

2 more papers 2 go. :( den~~
HOLIDAY HERE I CUM!!! :D

Sry, I jus realise I cant giv u wat u 1.

Bambam is getting fatter n fatter lol. So, heavy nw. XP

LAW EXAM IN 13HRS TIME N BIS TMR!!!
WISH MYSELF ALL THE BEST!!!

I really hav 2 gt use 2 tis kinda feelings - sour -
Exam cuming soon ... in 3 days time.. Shit! :(

To sumone who has disappeared in life 4 awhile n nw he reppear again, =.=" I dun gt his purpose..
[ So sry tat i make u sound like a ghost :D ]

Gt a life!

I hate tis kinda "exam cuming soon" feeling. Arr...
I hope time pass faster. 2 weeks ... 2 weeks ... & i'l b free.
I really hope tat i'l b able to transfer out from tat uni, really.
I 1 2 go hum. I really feel like goin hum. I miss hum so so much!
Arr... unfortunately, i hav 2 stay here 4 my holiday. Bt nvm i'l hav a great blast one!
No matter wat difficulties v meet. There wil b a solution. I always believe in it.
Thank God giving me tis kinda probs and believe in me tat i'l b able overcum it.
By solving n overcuming all these probs @ least Inoe tat I gt nearer 2 happiness.

I LOVE U ALL! I LOVE LIFE! I LOVE TIS WORLD!
I'L LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST & I THINK POSITIVELY ALL THE TIME!
I M JUS MYSELF!!! :)

Which disney girl are u?

Alice - You are a dreamer. You often are living in your own fantasy world and have a rather large imagination. Many people don't take you seriously because of your age, but that doesn't seem to stop you. You enjoy tea and spending quality time with your pet. One thing to take note about is how curious you are about the world around you, never loose that.

What kind of mask do u wear?

Your mask is purity. You are always trying to be true to yourself. You don't care what others think is right or wrong, you always use your own judgment to decide. You often ignore the millions of rules people are trying to place on the way you should live your life, because you know they are meaningless and that you are a good person. Your intentions are usually pure, whether it's wanting to do something nice for someone, or just take some time for yourself. You understand that pure isn't perfect. You get angry, jealous, mean, sometimes stubborn, but you are who you are, and your mask isn't trying to hide it; it's just helping you get by the life you love and enjoy.

"Can I walk u hum?" he asked.
I shake my head n smile.

T.T

Chat wif my parents jus nw. I can feel hw lucky i m as their daughter. They really love me v.much! I stil 1 them 2 b my parents nex life. Mayb bcs of exam's stress, i seriously feel like cryin while chatting wif them. Especially wen they ask, "hav u eaten ur dinner?", "weather is turning cold wear more clothes, dear" and etc. :(
Today's my mum's bday. Happy Birthday, mum!!! I love u!!! & of coz I love u too, dad!

Actually i m suppose 2 b revising my law nw bt i end up changing my blog's layout.... :p

♥ Tagged by my Dear ♥

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Forehead

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Is another amazing day bcs i hav free day today! My aim 4 today is @ least finish one chapter of law n I believe that I can do it GUA...

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Nie n Ying

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
In sum way YES, abit la. Hehe...
p/s: I m born to being spoiled by my grandpa exspecially. I love n miss him so much! Aww...

5.Will you ever donate blood?
Yup..

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Duh..

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
Of coz, nt till dead so serious la. Mayb cacat? Haha... joking. Jus like yoke previous post "the people you hate are goin to eventually die" so no point.

8.What does your last text message say?
Hw hav u been? Take care n miss u ya!

9.What are u thinking right now?
Wen m I goin 2 start my law today.

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
YES!!! My family

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
I slept at 5.30 tis morning.

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Supree

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Him - my law tutor. :(

14.Who was the last person who text you?
Sien

1. Yoke
2. Nie
3. Yang
4. Yin
5. Yan
6.Lucifer
7. Hanson
8. Ying
9. Gary
10. Sien

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
Uncle Jo

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Male

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together, would it be a good?
Yes, that wil b great! :) My favourite cousin n my best fren.

18. What is no.1 studying about?
Environment, she 1 2 bcum a architect.

19. when was the last time you chatted with them?
1. Yoke - now (restaurant cityin wif her)
2. Nie - las nite (she haven wake up yt)
3. Yang - las nite (i went 2 his plc)
4. Yin - erm... 4 days ago (she seldom on9 these days)
5. Yan - I misss her. V din chat wif each other ages ago bcs she's busyin wif her work in genting.
6. Siang - 2 days ago. (He kacau me again :p)
7. Hanson - 2 days ago. (he like 2 comment my fb post)
8. Ying - Las nite (she's planning 2 cut her hair today)
9. Gary - 3days ago (his fb quiz result - u'll gt married in 2 yrs time)
10. Sien - yesterday (sms, miss her alot)

20. Is no. 4 single?
Yup, she hav been single for 2 yrs edi. So, guys~~! ^^

21. Say something about no.2.
She's my hs mate. She a nice, halpful, kind and pretty gal.

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
Haha... If Nie dun mind couple wif my little brother.

23. Describe no.9.
His is kind, helpful and caring guy. Although he dun like shopping bt i noe he wil he here 4 me anytime wen i need him. He's super gud @ maths by the way.

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
wow... tat mus b sumthing really seious has happened.

25. Do you like no.8?
Yes. She's awesome!

Finally, i shall start my law nw. Hehe... +oil everyone!

To sumone who hav disappeared in my life for awhile :

Y r u cuming bac again?

Stop forcing me.

Ppl these days r getting weirder n weirder?
Isit bcs of stress or ... ?
Y dun they jus admit it n gxx txxxxxxx?
Damn i m nt as dumb as las yr edi.
I've learn my lessons n I had had enough.
I dun wanna make da same mistake anymore.
I jus wanna tel u guys "I DUN WANNA GT INVOLVE IN TIS KINDA STUPID DRAMA ANYMORE!!! SO, GT A LIFE!!!"

You tend to absorb other's happiness and pain.

2 hrs of slp ...

處女 座的悲傷都寫在哪裡？

結果是 眼神裡

有 些東西，不敢凝視，怕是如一汪深幽的泉水，透著魔勁兒，久了便會不顧一切的跳下去。然若永遠不去嘗試，就不會懂得，那原本是苦澀的泉水，全無了初見的清澈 與純潔。因為，其中聚集了悲傷，那些循環往復，永無盡頭的歎息。處女的臉上,最容易洩露真相的,便是眼睛,它透露著所有關於歡喜與悲傷，因 此，對著清澈的鏡面，千萬不要凝視，那湧動的傷感會將你吞沒.什麼時候起，赤子般的明亮被無盡的陰霾代替，也如同歲月輾轉般無可奈何。本有那一雙愛笑的眼 睛，望見的天空時卻溢滿悲傷，或者正在祈禱著，天空不要為你掉眼淚?

V SHUD B HAPPY!!!
LETS SHOUT OUT: " WE LOVE LIFE!!!"
V CAN DO IT!!! V R NT AS WEAK AS V THINK V R!!!
OUR LIFE HAV 2 GO THROUGH ALL THESE DIFFICULTIES BCS GOD THRUST TAT V CAN OVERCOME IT!!!
+ OIL!!!
LIFE IS TOO SHORT 2 LIVE IN DA PAST. SINCE V CANT CHANGE DA PAST, LETS TRY OUR BEST TODAY TO GET A BETTER FUTURE.

Everyone, I m in love wif Khalil! Omg.. he's jus so cute, talented, n everything ~~ :)
I LIKE, I LIKE N I LIKE HIM!!!
Hw i wish i can gt a bf like him, man. Oh god~~

Exam cuming soon! Stress... law~~ econs~~ BIS~~ finance~~~

I wish you were here

Wanna experience wat i m feeling nw?
Standing in the middle of the road in a windy and rainy mid night. Take a deep breathe. Close ur eyes. Feel the rain and the wind.

Stress up! Assignments! Quiz! Test!

wuwu... I 1 2 rest.

Mother's day cuming soon! I love u, mummy!!!

Heyy, everyone pls make full use of everyday.
Bcs v r goin 2 die in 3 and a half yrs time.
21st december 2012 being predicted as the end of the world.

I din feel sad after i heard tis news.
Dun u think is better for the world 2 start all over again.
Tere's trees all over the plc.
No diseases.
Full of innocent ppl.

p/s: Ppl pls pray 4 Eve so tat she dun make da same mistake again. Pls dun eat da poisonous apple!!!

原来他知道。:)

Stressful days!!! I m tryin my best here!!!
B positive!!! B positive!!!
Exam cuming sooon~~~ arr....
Lots of assignments due nex week!!! Arr...
Bt no matter wat, i noe tat tere's sumone in the world tat love me so much.
So, i shudn't giv up so early.
I jus 1 2 tel u tat i love u too!!!

Goin 2 hav my law test tmr!!! Arr... damn nervous!!!
Bt goin 2 PJ party tmr nite! :)

SRY BAM BAM!!! I LOVE U!!!

Haha.. i studied 4 da whole day yesterday!!! Finance!!! :)

Went 2 fren's bday party @ 12am...
His apartment near Carlton Garden. I drank quite alot ~~ bt i m nt drunk tis time. (^o ^) V
Bcs i drink cocktail nt pure. (^ _ ^)"

Nw i waiting my cousin 2 cum 2 my plc 2 guide me 4 my finance on9 test. Urghh... so nervous! I hope i can really score well in my finance. @ (^ o ^) @

My darling being bullied by his roomate. So sad... Hw dare him bully my darling!!! (* _ *) <<< tere's fire in my eyes!!! hmm!

WIL BCUM SUPER DUPER BC STARTING FROM TODAY!!!

TESTS!!!

ASSIGNMENTS!!!

I SHALL NOT LOSE MY WAY AGAIN!!!

RMB MY AIMS!!!

NO TIME 2 THINK ABT ANYTHING. JUS LET IT B. I HAV NO TIME 2 PLAY ANY GUESSING GAMES WIF ANYONE. N THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS PLS PLS PLS DUN PULL/PUSH ME 2 GT INVOLVE IN ANY KIND OF "DRAMAS".

TQTQ

HOLIDAY ENDED!!! :( SO SAD~~~

SHALL STOP LOSING MY WAY AGAIN.

RMB ABT MY AIMS!!! TERE'S NTG MORE IMPORTANT DEN TAT.

JUS FOCUS!!! STOP THINKING ABT EVERYTHING. :)

DUNNOE WAT HAPPENED. DUN 1 2 FIND OUT. IF HE/SHE 1 ME 2 NOE ABT IT, THEY WILL TEL ME.

WISH MY WISH WILL CUM TRUE!!! :)

MY DREAM HERE I CUM!!! + OIL!!!

DID HAIR TREATMENT 4 MY HAIR TODAY!!! I LIKE IT WEN I TOUCH IT!!! :)

IS SUNDAY EDI!!! SO FAST!!! MY HOLIDAY!!!

I LIKE "LAO SAH PAU"!!! OMG!!! DAMN NICE!!! HMM....

STAY FOCUS!!!

Holiday ending soon!!! So sad!!! :(

Dunnoe wat he's thinking.
Dunnoe wat she's thinking too.
It is jus non of my business ...
Anyway, i shudn't gt involve so much.

Hav a v.bc day today!!!
Cooking dinner 4 my darlings!!! :)

I hate assignments!!!
They make my darlings suffer n make me suffer as well!!!
Stil hav 1 assignment waiting 2 b done. It due on tis SUNDAY!!!

BAM BAM was so happy today!!! :)

Planning 2 go clubbing tonite bt nt confirm yt bcs ~~~

I HATE DRAMAS!!!

OMG, I M JUS SO IN LOVE WIF EDWARD CULLEN!!!
JUS FINISHED WATCHING TWILIGHT!!!
HE'S SO CHARMING N SWEET!!!
ARR... I 1 A BF LIKE HIM!!!

STAY COOL!!!

STAY FOCUS!!!

I 4gt tat i shud stay focus!!!

Aiyo, dun think so much!!! It was jus non of my business!!!

One more assignment to go. :(

Things > dramatic.
Is jus so weird. Ppl likes DRAMAS?! Y dun they jus live ordinarily? To show tat u r more special den the rest? Y they 1 2 gt those poor innocent ppl 2 involve in their DRAMAS too? Y ppl like 2 compete among each other?

I prefer simple life. I m nt as greedy like ... I m satisfied to my life @ tis stage. SO, PLS STAY AWAY FROM ME!!! I HAD ENOUGH!!!

I dropped a tear in the ocean. The day you find it is the day I will stop missing u.

Damn pissed!

Wish you were here!!!

Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind.
"Pooh!" he whispered.
"Yes, Piglet?"
"Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's paw. "I just wanted to be sure of you."

What was hard to bear is sweet to remember.

Stay focus!!!

>> I'll always cheer 4 u!!! :D

Assignment cuming tis week... Arr... i scared.

Thinking of ... i smiled. :D

Ate mummy's humade tiramisu jus nw. Damn nice! :)
Do u noe wat tiramisu mean in chinese?
It means 带我走. :)

Bam Bam is slping in my room nw. He look so so cute. I dun dare make a little sound. I scared i'l wake him up. Shh...

Stay focus! I hope my dream wil cum true!

I'l always cheer 4 u, my fren! :)

每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友


但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。


也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。


也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。


也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待


也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。


不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。


但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。


即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。


他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。


他遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。


男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。


每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。


一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。


你宁愿这样关心他，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。


你宁愿做他的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。


特别是这样，
你还是知道，
他永远会关心你的。


做不成男女朋友，
当他那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？


你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？


很多的感情，
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了


常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情



最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。


因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。


有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好.

My new fren - Bam bam :). He's damn cute!!!

I miss my fruits!!! Arr... Too use 2 hav them around me. Bt nw v r nt stayin together anymore, cant c each other every day. So sad ...

SHIT U, DSO!!!

She gt mad bcs of her ... HW? Damn ridiculous. Pls think of other ppl's feelings, ok. V r nt born 2 c ur "black face?". Cum on! V r adult dy pls control ur own mood.

I m scared of moody prs...

He's barbarous!

Anyway, is non of my bussiness! OK! Stay focus n stay cool!

Uni starting tmr! :(

Jus had a crazy n hapi night @ seven - da back 2 skul event. It was so fun! :)

I 1 2 live life 2 da fullest. I dun wanna miss anything anymore in my life. So, lets hav fun!

I did borrow a lot of stuffs from my frens 4 tis event bt i end up wearing all my own stuff. :p Feel so sry 4 them by causing so much troubles. :(

After came bac from seven. V played da dare game! Haha... luckily i m nt da loser. She's so poor thing. V drew her. Bt she make me drink raw eggs in da previous game. :( Yakka... yakka... Is damn gross! Arr... I cn stil rmb da smell.

Tonite i hav 2 slp without my fon. Bcs i 4gt 2 gt bac my fon from her wen v came bac from seven. So sad... :( I miss my fon.

Aiyo... I dropped my external on da floor tis afternoon. Den it bcum sot sot dy!!!
Wuwu... so sad. So sad! I m so sad!!! :(

Happy Birthday, bro! Love u always! :)

Try 2 listen all the songs that he gave me lately. :) So nice!

Met sumone lately. Haha... he is da funniest prs i've ever met. I jus cant stop laughing while i saw him. He is so funny ... all the way.

Creating oppotunity 4 them 2 meet up ... mayb tis week? Haha... jus cant wait 2 c them meeting each other. U guys should really thank me, man! lol
I can c ur future! Wow... Bright Bright!!!

最幸福的事

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你撐著雨傘　借我那次　已經足夠我　記得一輩子
我懂後來你不是不堅持　愛情本來就　沒萬無一失

淚水離開了　你的手指
那不如讓它　流在這信紙
我想女孩子　最貼心的是
讓愛的人選結束的方式

我最幸福的事　當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾　讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事　吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人　在左邊心口保留位置　是最幸福的事

可惜愛不是　童話故事　不能夠永遠　依賴著王子
才慢慢認識只剩兩個字　我怎麼忍心　為難你解釋

我最幸福的事　當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾　讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事　吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人　在左邊心口保留位置　是最幸福的事

那一陣子有你　美的不像現實
多高興每一幕都微笑著靜止

我最幸福的事　牽著你的日子
一段愛從開始　直至分開我們都對彼此誠實
最幸福的事　對那片海用力大喊永遠的樣子
想得起的事　那天和你傻笑著認識
是最幸福的事

My Aims
(I'll try my best!)

- 2 stay focus (Heyy, stop destructing me!)

- Stop skipping classes (Stop being a lazy pig!)

- Sleep n wake up early (No movies pls!)

- Not 2 gt involve in any drama (I had ENOUGH!)

- 2 love everyone as who they are (No one is perfect in the world)

- Not 2 fall 4 anyone (I dun fall in love easily bt once i fall 4 sumone. I fall hard. - That's a big problem!)

- B nice 2 everyone (Although sumtimes I might force 2 deal wif sum terrible n impossible ppl)

- Stop thinking so much (Stop being so paranoid!)

- Always try my best no matter what (Hope i wont miss anything important in my life!)

- Accept all the facts that ... (Stop imagine hav da ability 2 change anything bcs they r past tense edi!)

- Live like there's no tmr! (Pls make full use of every day!)

- Bcum a better prs (GOD, I promise I'l b nice. So, pls stop me from meet so many weirdo's'. Amen.)

- Expact nothing n appreciate everything! (That's da way!)

:)
Goin out wif my darlings again tmr! Cant wait! Our last gathering b4 i go bac melb. Wil miss them v.v.much!

Went out wif her today. She told me sumthing abt u.
I should nt judge u on da first plc.
Arr... i cant imagine i've made tis kinda stupid mistake. Sry.
U r just u ... :)

Haha....
Darlings goin foto shooting tis sunday. Goin 2 accompany them. :) Actually i m da one who suppose 2 go bt unfortunately i dun hav enough time 4 it. Cant wait 2 c them dressing up! Yay! :)

Goin bac melb soon. Miss all my melb frens! Hope 2 c them soon. :)
Holiday ended too fast. Heyy, i m stil in holiday mood!

I wanna go watch movies!

Heard sum1 gt dengue. Hope he wil gt well soon.

Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery,
Today is a gift,
That's why is called the present.

Life is not a dress rehearsal.

There are two ways to live your life.
One is as though nothing is a miracle.
The other is as though everything is a miracle.

I m stil focusing! OMG... focus focus!
U better focus GRAPE!

Goin out wif frens tmr! Cant wait! :)

I Believe u!

IF ???

Last time, I use 2 like "if" . Bt nw I dun like da word "if".
"If" bring too much of fantasies to ppl.
Ppl it's time to gt bac to reality!

You :
Stop telling me "if".
Y u like u imagine stuff? I hav 2 admit, i did like 2 imagine too bcs imaginations are always wonderful.
I hav bcum more realistic lately. I try my best 2 stop myself from imaging like a little gal bcs i m nt a little gal anymore. Tere's never ever hav happy ever after. Happy ever after wil only happen in the fairy-tale world.
NO IMAGINATIONS > NO HOPE > NO DISSAPPOINTMENT > NO HURT
So, YOU stop telling me
"If I ... "
"If you ... "

I m focusing!

Erm... Missing my fruits nw!

:(

Life is too short.

I love u always.

Hope u rest in peace.

对你谅解的挥手，没有心事的笑了。

也许和某人相偎相依过的很专心，但在也不会有人像我一样爱你！

Wow... meaningful lyrics

I dun wanna think abt it. Bcs i noe think so much is nt gud 4 health n my brain. I gt much more better stuffs 2 think of. I noe i wont gt any answer by thinking tis question on my own. If u really did lie to me. I trust u hav ur own reason - tat's y u lie to me (mayb everyone). I wanna b ur frens bcs i like who u really r nt bcs of ...
I m jus following my feelings. I wil nt gt influence by the others bcs through my feelings u r a really nice prs.
I trust u my fren!

Having driving lessons lately.
Wow... i m driving my driving teacher crazy!
I hate da stupid clutch! Damn annoying! Arr...

Stil baking CNY cookies wif my mum lately. Hehe...
Of coz i getting fatter n fatter. :(

Might go bac melb earlier.

Hope 2 c da hen soon. :)
Yay! Da hen is cuming 2 my humtown!

Have been helping mummy make new year cookies lately.

Uncle just passed away las nite.

Dun feel like contemplating. Jus 1 2 focus on wat i m doin nw. Life is too short.