all by Lillian Bassman

Today's Quote:
"My heart beat so hard when I was near him, I feared he could hear my secret longing for him." ~ Destiny Vaestus

Daily Message from him:
There is a time and a season for everything. It may be a time of new beginnings, a time of growth, a time of reaping the harvest of hard work, or a time of rest. Trust this beautiful order. Everything in its time.

Current Favourite Song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pL52F5ahSoE&feature=player_embedded

Notes:
Seriously need to wash dishes and clean up my room!!!!
Should start my revision already. Is 1 month away from my final.
4 Assignments due week 12.
Stress..
Case B:
Trying super hard. What I need is focus focus focus control control control hide hide hide give up give up give up. You are so screwed she said. The only thing you can do is keep telling yourself what you wish will never ever gonna happen he said. He and she are the only people I will tell everything to in this world.

Hope tomorrow will always be a better day!!! xxx S

Today's quote:
"No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, I can't let you go even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you. I'll still look for that one reason to fight for you."

Daily Message from him:
There are many ways to climb a mountain. There are many ways to live a life. Allow each person to choose their own path.

Notes:
Leaving in 4 hours but I stil havent finished packing and I slept for 3 hours only yesterday and I am blogging here.
Am thinking i can update my blog before i go for a 3 days camp.

Case A - Settled.
Case B - Trying in Progress
Case C - Solved.
Case D - Trying my best
Case E - Settled.

Hope the next 3 days will b sunny days. xxxS

all by Ivring Penn

Today's quote:
"If you smile when no one else is around, you really mean it." ~ Andy Rooney

Daily Message from him:
It's time you remembered who you really are. You are not your wallet, your job, your kids, your house. You are not your activities or your worries or the labels other people give you. Like an actor you play these roles, and like a good actor you sometimes forget who you really are. Time to wake up now, and remember that you are a being of immense power and breathtaking beauty created in the image of God.

Current Favourite Song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bMY9MqCuK9I&feature=related

Current Favourite Scent:
Back to Burberry - Brit

Place that you belong to:
A. Land
B. Outer Space
C. Sky
D. Under water

I think I belong to the sea. Love the feeling when you are under water. Silence, carefree and relax.

Current in love with:
Drinking alot of water at one time. I can finish drinking 750ml of water at one time.
Putting on hoddie and sleep because is much warmer like tat.
Sleep once i got home at night to prevent me thinking too much.


Notes:
Going through really tough time these few days and I m feeling better I think.
Everything will go back in place and normal real soon.
I have already done whatever I can do.
Think too much mode - neutral
Got a test next week and I still don't have any clue.
Got distinction for 2 of my last minute assignments and I m pleased although I didnt really do well for the other one. Oh well at least I passed. @.@
The assignment demo went ok today but think I can do better next time and be more prepared.
Don't know what happened to my favourite website. Can't access it. I think they are doing some maintainance or something.
Feel like going to the beach. Not to emo just want to sit there, do nothing and just chill abit.
Shop alot these days because it is the only way to distress. Omg... sorry daddy..
Need to clean up my room again... omg.. so messy.

Today's Quote:
" It's funny how you never leave my mind...even when I have a million things to worry."

Daily Message from him:
No matter how good you try to be to others, you will occasionally hurt them. Forgive yourself for it. The same will happen with them. Forgive them for it.

Notes:
Pickled Heart

1 heart
Garlic
Onion
Whole pickling spice
Cider vinegar
Water

Rinse heart with cold water. With a small knife make 6 to 8 small slits in various places on heart, fill each with a clove of garlic.

Place in a 6 quart pressure cooker. Pour cider vinegar into pressure cooker to make it 1/2 full. Add a few more garlic cloves and at least 1 onion, cut up or sliced. Add water to make the pressure cooker 3/4 full; add a handful of pickling spice.

Put lid and valve on cooker and cook on high heat until the valve rocks vigorously, then lower to a low to medium heat and cook for 40 minutes. Cool. Remove from liquid, slice and return to liquid. Store in a small jar in refrigerator.

PLEASE NOTE: You must peel off the skin of the heart before slicing.

Today's quote:
" the more you pretend that there's nothing wrong.. the heavier the pain gets in your heart.."

Daily Message from him:
Tomorrow you will harvest the seeds you sow today. What kind of seeds do you need to sow today, so tomorrow turns into the dream you have always wanted?

Notes:
Been emotionally unstable.... Happy in 5 mins ago and emo for the next 10 mins.
Shud control it better since everyone around me didn't owe me money or do anything wrong to me. They definitely don't deserve being treated this way. They are nice people.
I want to get well soon.
Was thinking isit because of karma? I hurt someone so bad previously that why now is time for me to get hurt.
Why isit so difficult to gt over it??? Bcs I see u every day in class!!! ok maybe nt every day but as long as i go to class. what can i do????

by Susan Friedman

Today's Quote:
My head is saying "let go.." but my heart is saying, "just wait.."

Current Favourite Song:
I love you - Joanna Wang

Daily message from him:
Love is the most important thing.It's not about how much you have, how much you know, or how much you do. It's about how well you love. Love is what matters most.
* what if I am not allowed to? *

Notes:
I seriously need more control in case B.
What I need is Control control control Hide hide hide Focus focus focus.
Waking up crying because I had a really bad dream.

all by Yerka Sleeplessness

Today's Quote:
"Do not ask questions of fairy tales." ~ Jewish Proverb

Daily message from him:
It's never too late to get back on track. Never has anyone gone so far on the wrong path that they cannot return to the right one. Never has anyone become so wayward that they cannot benefit from the true light.

Current favourite song:
No one else comes close - Joe

Notes:
No more ....

Today's Quote:
"The scars you can't see are the ones that hurt most"

Daily message from him:
Life is not meant to be a speedway. Slow down to savor the gifts that God has already showered you with.

Notes:
Been emo-ing
Too many things going on and happened at one time. Can't really take it.
Trying to calm myself down and actually do something useful to make all the situation better. Although, the progress might be abit slow but at least I have been doing something and not just emo-ing and nt solving the problems.
Things is turning abit better in a slow way but oh well at least is getting abit better.
Try to be more organise these day bcs i was a total mess 2 days ago. I dont want to be in that position anymore. NO NO...
Everytime I see people around me, I feel recharged because I will think at least I still got them. Although, I know is nt good to be so dependent but that's what I need now.

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Case A:
Have trying my best to do what ever I can to make the situation better. Hope everything will go smoother later on.

Case B:
In pain and still bleeding... but will still stick to what I have decided.

Case C:
Have done 80% on what ever I can do now. Will handle the rest 1 week later after my assignments and tests.

Case D:
I really want to make you proud that's why I am trying my best here, no matter how hard it is.

Case E:
Will do my best

Hope everything will get on track again soon. xxx S

Case A:
I know I have been slacking that why I m in this position now. I cant affort to give up in this case. No matter how hard it is. I have to deal with it. So, I will try my best and work much harder!!!

Case B:
My heart was and still bleeding. I have to admit that I have been hurt quite badly this time. What's happenning now is just like pouring salt onto my wound and it really hurts. I know I have to do something about it so I have decided to give up. To give up something that will never belong to me and is impossible to achieve no matter how hard i try.

Case C:
Why are you so insecure??? What I need is just your trust. It has been 6 years already why can't you trust me? No matter what, I will try to make it up to you in someway after all these.

Case D:
I want to make you proud at least for once!!!

Case E:
Sorry for making so many mistake lately.

Really hope that someone could hug me and tell me everything will be alright at this moment although i know sometimes life just don't turn up that way that we want.

Hope everything will be fine real soon!!! xxx S

all by Nick Knight

Today's quote:
"If you wish to be the best you can't afford to rest" ~ Go-getter Philosopher

Daily message from him:
When you feel alone and your heart is troubled, talk to God.
Let the presence of God come to you and envelope you and bring you peace.

Current favourite song:
左边 - rainie yang

Notes:
Omg I am so blur these days and I keep making mistake. WHYY....
3 assignments + one mid sem on week 8. I AM SO GONNA DIE!!!
Good news... finally i can change group already! Yay!!! My tutor made my day! =D
Should stop thinking too much.. what's belong to you will always come back to you no matter what.

Hope everyone + oil + oil + oil for everything!!! xxx S

all by Ivring Penn

Today's quote:
" If it still hurts.....you still care"

Daily Message from him:
Every day you are choosing either to be grateful or to be disappointed. You can worry to no end about what you don't have. Or you can marvel at God's breathtaking gifts: the morning dew, the sun, the clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds. Could you create any of these? These miracles of life are always around you, ready to be celebrated, ready to be welcomed into your life.

Notes:
OMG... I gt myself drunk once again last night..I hope I didnt do anything emberassing
Should have eat something before I drink.
Thanks for everyone who took care of me last night and sorry for the troubles that i caused.
For the 1st time... I was jumping while I am showering. So many wounds on both of my legs bcs i fell down for a few times last night. So pain ....my skin .. my legs~~
Finished 2 lectures this morning. Time to catch up...
Going to have lunch with my aunt and cousin later. Didnt see them for so long time alr.

all by Nick Knight

Today's quote:
"My head is saying "let go.." but my heart is saying, "just wait.."

Daily message from him:
Allow yourself to breathe in and out slowly. Allow your breath to bring you to a place of calmness. Allow yourself to be calm like the eye in the center of the storm.

My current favourite song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOU_9EA3ml4&feature=related

Notes:
PPP tonight YAY!!! It gonna be a blast!!! =D
Should start catching up with all my uni work.
Should really go to the gym. @.@

Hope everyone around me will be happy and everything gonna be ok again xxxxS