Jus came bac from HK. It was fun bt tere are too too many ppl tere. So cant really shop tere bcs too crowded. Haha... bt of course i did bought sumthing bac. :)

The reason - I decide nt 2 go. I jus nt ready 2 c u guys holding hands. Sry. I hav already giv my best wishes 2 u two.
Nut : U will regret bcs no one wil like u wif the way that i liked u.

I really hav 2 go on diet! OMG! Getting fatter n fatter. Wuwu....

Miss my melb buddies so much! Bt everyone seems to b v.bc lately including me. :(

Sumthing was never meant to be ...

I miss everything in melbourne.

Goin out 2 dinner wif frens tis friday nite.

Miss them so much!

@ Penang nw.
Goin to many thing happen @ da same time.
Cant cry as well.
Feel exhausted n insecure.
My future is like a mist.
Dunnoe wat wil happen rite nw.

Bt no matter wat happen i m stil a very lucky gal compare to the others.
Thanks daddy mummy!

Thank you daddy mummy!
I noe I did make you feel dissappointed.
I m so so sorry!
Bt thanks 4 supporting me!

I v.scared of him n him.
I dunnoe wat 2 do wif u n u.
Omg, i think is my stupid personality problem again!
Arr... wat should I do?
M i b able 2 change my personality?
Better change n dun cause so much problems again, damn!

n u, i think i m really obvious.
Stop adding me ok! My year book? omg!
I giv up. I dunnoe wat 2 do wif u except ignoring u...
Is was already so long ago. I tot u hav 4gtten me.
I think u did noe i m avoiding u, rite?
Arr.. nvm. I m nt tat clever n i dunnoe wat r u think rite nw.
So, i dun assume n predict.

n u, pls stop asking me tat kinda questions!
I really cant stand it.
I noe exactly who u r n wat u r thinking.
I noe u too well.
V r frens bt nt object.
Stop comparing!
Think of my feelings.
I noe is ur personality.
N u hav lost urself too, jus like me!
Bt is really difficult 4 u 2 go out 2 da society wif tis kinda personality.
seriously...
So, pls stop it.

Miss melb weather!
Growing fatter n fatter bcs mummy keep cooking my favourite dishes...
I really need 2 do sum exercise!
p/s: I LOVE U DADDY MUMMY!

Refection of time .... FULL of regrets!
I din work hard enough!
Arr... y m i being so stupid.
I tot i m mature enough bt actually i m nt. They r the mature ones.
Too many stuff happen in the end of the yr.
I hav lost myself tere.
Feel so guilty towards my parents.
Sorry daddy n mummy!
Should i repeat one more year?
Waste of time n MONEY! Poor daddy! Sry!
Should i jus study @ Malaysia?
Arr... i dunnoe.
I m super sad right now n i hav no idea wat 2 do.
Feel like cryin bt my tears din come out as usual.
Can gt into da course tat i dun like den wat's the point of ...
I should nt skip lectures.
I should nt go n hav so much fun.

T.T

HOME!!! FINALLY! :D

Nt goin 2 slp tonite! Tryin 2 break my record 54 hrs. Haha... Frens goin bac tmr morning. Everyone mahjonging. I won 2 rounds. Omg! She n she damn gud keep winning 6 rounds n 5 rounds. Damn gud luck lol. Having a little gethering @ uropa tmr nite. Hope wil hav fun tmr nite. Getting fatter n fatter. Hw r? Keep fit lo! Dun eat so much! Mayb he is goin too.
He exchange letter wif her. I think he didi tel her abt his feelin 2 her. Mayb nex yr they probably wil gt together. Haha... I m hapi 4 him.
Feel v.excited. Din c parents 4 so long! Miss them! Miss everyone! Miss my frens! Love u all !

你们永远都会是我很珍惜，很重要的朋友！

习惯隐藏感情。
离别场合不适合我，我也不喜欢离别的场合。
每次只能以微笑带过。
可能是种逃避或是自私或是胆小的行为吧！
其实哭的定义是什么？
为什么只能哭才能表现伤心呢？
难道不哭得人就不伤心吗？
难道哭的人是真的伤心吗？还是只是表面上的。
不如把这当着只是长大的过程。
人在国外每年都要面对很多很多的离别场合。。。
终要学会习惯吧！
人都是有感情的动物。。。
但每个人表现的方式不同。
有人擅长表达自己的感情也有人不擅长表达感情。
无情。。。是让对方舍得离开。
抱在一起痛哭只会让双方又更多的不舍但还是改变不了结局 - 离开。
不如实际的想， 如果他们不和我连咯那我可以主动和他们连咯。
那我们还是会再见的因为我们还是朋友。：）
P/S： 不是不哭而是没必要哭。我们再见吧，我的朋友！

Last paper tmr! Accounting! Arr... Cant wait 2 go bac hum! I miss ipoh!
Hav 2 go gt boxes from sum random shops.
Hav 2 start packing! Hw i wish mummy here! Haha... so she can help me out! Arr... hav 2 b independent! T.T

1 2 shopping n enjoy myself!

Hav 2 keep fit! So tat i can look gud in those beautiful clothes n dresses!
Time past so fast! 1 yr dy! 1 yr jus by myself without my family around me.
Worry abt uni stuff! Bt stil hav 2 enjoy myself!
Bcs i cannot do anything nw!

Worry abt them bt mayb to maintain da situation nw is da best solution. V r stil frens bt jus nt as close as last time @ least v r nt enemy. Time wil diminish those brands in our hearts especially her. Soon she wil b ok. Soon everybody will b ok. V can stil wave happily @ each other wen v meet each other nex yr @ sumwhere in melbourne, stop by @ a cafe nearby and v chat abt wat v hav been doin lately.

He might purpose 2 her tmr. Omg! Hw r? Bt anyway, @ least he gt nearer to happiness. She is a really nice gal. So ... Haha.. I'l b ok!