Just Be Yourself

Y gals mus b so weak? Y gals mus cry to show they r weak? Y ppl like 2 pretend 2 b sum1 who they r not? Wat m i suppose 2 do? Pretend like u guys? I wanna b myself! I dun 1 2 b a pretender like u guys. I M WHO I M... Y ppl like 2 gt attention? I noe... sumtimes i would like 2 gt sum1's attention too. Bt m i suppose to pretend myself like the others so tat i cant gt ur attention? Ppl often pay attention 2 ppl who they think r nearly perfect. Bt do they noe there r no perfect ppl in tis world. Wen u meet a perfect prs mayb he/she is not showing the true them 2 u. Won't u feel afraid? U r living in a world full of pretender? I cant stand pretender. Bt sumtimes u jus cant live without pretending. Sum ppl hav 2 pretend so tat they can gt wat they 1 more easily.
She hav already purpose to him. Wat is his decision? I dunnoe. Bt i hav already giv my advise. Will he give her an answer which can surprise her? I hope my suffering worth sumthing. Bt if they get together. I should not gt too close 2 him anymore to avoid sum similar accident happen again.
He use my msn n chat wif him las nite. I can c my chance through ur wording. U r not interested in me rite? Haha... I noe.. bcs normally i m always da most ordinary gal in my friends group. I dun pretend so din gt any attention from anyone. Being ordinary is my specialness. Bt tis kinda specialness wil not be appreciate by others. Wen can i meet u, my mr.rite? I hav already noe your though so i wont put any expectation towards u. "Expect nothing and appreciate everything!" Can i live life 2 da fullest by not pretending as sum 1 else? I JUS WANNA BE MYSELF! God damn it! I dunnoe wat 2 do wif u. If i pretend 2 b sum1 else will u fall in love wif me?