all by Rodney Smith

Today's Quote:
Realise that what's matter to me the most is your's happiness not the issue.

Currently Favourite Songs:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXj7vu_4F1c&feature=share
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tuSTcH7L2_g&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cCOPMBwq30c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Z5lL-y_-0g&feature=share
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yr53jT6mAfc

Daily Message from him:
Hold on to what is good, even if it's a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe, even if it's a tree that stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do, even if it's a long way from here. Hold on to your faith, even if it's easier to let go. Hold on to God's hand.

Been doing:
Revision
Exam
Trying my best to enjoy every moment
Trying my best to get over you

Notes:
Hi bloggie, is been a long time since my last post. Finally I am free to write a post.
Been going to library every day to study.
Finished exam on 10th nov.
Going back m'sia on 19th nov.
5 more days and I will be home already.
Shall start to clean up my messy room.
2010 is a really special year for me.
I learn alot and has become more mature I think.
Gain alot of experiences.
Being involve in a musical.
Met alot of interesting and nice people.
Go thru alot of tough times and the luckiest thing is I have alot of backups (friends and family).
Lost two of my beloved family members in one year time.
Became more independent and learn not to depends on others all the time.
Fall for someone that will never fall for me and going thru a tough time giving up and still in progress of giving up.
Uni work is getting harder and harder each year.
Going London on the 26th november for 3 weeks plus.
Will make full use of my summer holiday and come back as a brand new me 2011.
Will be coming back melbourne on 19th February.

My summer holiday plan:
Have fun with my family and friends back home.
Travel around.
Learn something useful.
Maybe get a part time job if daddy allow me to.
Practise my driving skills.
Go on diet.
Not to think so much.

Regarding next year:
3rd year of uni definately gonna be a busy year for me.
Will try my very best in everything.

all by Cig Harvey

Today's Quote:
"Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy." ~ Cynthia Nelms

Daily Message from him:
You do not see things as they are. You see them as you are. When you look, you see reflections of your being. When you listen, you hear echoes of yourself. If you don't like something about what you see and hear, no point in smashing the mirror, change who you are becoming.

Currently Listening to:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFRbcWWB4Po

My bloggie shout out:
I want myself and my interesting and happy life back. I wanna get over you!

Notes:
Last week of Uni
4 assignments due + 3 presentations this week.
Still trying my very best in case B. Is getting tougher. I hope my 3 months summer holiday really helps. Always in a self controlling mode. Please dont continue like tat and you will explode she said.

all by Cig Harvey

My current favourite song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UVfjDgmGOM

Today's Quote:
"Death teaches us how to love someone while they were still alive..“

Daily Message from him:
Family is not a name for a group of people, but the quality of relationships between them. Relationships grounded in mutual love, trust, caring and forgiveness. In all the ups and all the downs of life. Look closely, - who is really your family, and who in truth are just strangers in for the ride?

Notes：
Try to live every day to the fullest. That's what I used to do before case B. Been wasting time thinking too much and emo. But not anymore now. After what happened 2 days ago and the second call. I think I shud really live every day to the fullest and be as happy as possible because I will never know what happen tomorrow so have to make full use of today. Since I have already made my decision and I should stick to it. It's not easy but I believe I can do this and I am strong enough for all these. Anyway, I will still survive somehow.
Been coughing non-stop for a few days already. Should really do something about it. Omg... I cant sleep well.
4 more assignments to go + Exam = OMG..
Is 2am now I shall gt back to assignment and sleep at 3am.

Lets live every day to the fullest. xxxS

by Cig Harvey

Today's Quote:
"Love is the worst pain for a broken heart but the best gift for someone who is loved."

Daily Message from him:
Sometimes it may feel too hard to do it alone. Sometimes it may seem like you can't figure it out by yourself. Sometimes will and strength and courage are not enough. Sometimes in your life you will need to call out for help. Call on God. God will be there.

Notes:
Too many things happened at the same time.
I know I am strong enough for all this but I just cant accept the fact at this moment.
People who love me are all leaving me slowly.
2010 is really not my year.
Grandpa passsed away on march 2010. My closest aunt passed away this afternoon.
Hope she rest in peace and I love you always!!!
I shall go sleep now although is only 11.30pm to prevent me think too much again.

all by Lillian Bassman

Today's Quote:
"My heart beat so hard when I was near him, I feared he could hear my secret longing for him." ~ Destiny Vaestus

Daily Message from him:
There is a time and a season for everything. It may be a time of new beginnings, a time of growth, a time of reaping the harvest of hard work, or a time of rest. Trust this beautiful order. Everything in its time.

Current Favourite Song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pL52F5ahSoE&feature=player_embedded

Notes:
Seriously need to wash dishes and clean up my room!!!!
Should start my revision already. Is 1 month away from my final.
4 Assignments due week 12.
Stress..
Case B:
Trying super hard. What I need is focus focus focus control control control hide hide hide give up give up give up. You are so screwed she said. The only thing you can do is keep telling yourself what you wish will never ever gonna happen he said. He and she are the only people I will tell everything to in this world.

Hope tomorrow will always be a better day!!! xxx S

Today's quote:
"No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, I can't let you go even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you. I'll still look for that one reason to fight for you."

Daily Message from him:
There are many ways to climb a mountain. There are many ways to live a life. Allow each person to choose their own path.

Notes:
Leaving in 4 hours but I stil havent finished packing and I slept for 3 hours only yesterday and I am blogging here.
Am thinking i can update my blog before i go for a 3 days camp.

Case A - Settled.
Case B - Trying in Progress
Case C - Solved.
Case D - Trying my best
Case E - Settled.

Hope the next 3 days will b sunny days. xxxS

all by Ivring Penn

Today's quote:
"If you smile when no one else is around, you really mean it." ~ Andy Rooney

Daily Message from him:
It's time you remembered who you really are. You are not your wallet, your job, your kids, your house. You are not your activities or your worries or the labels other people give you. Like an actor you play these roles, and like a good actor you sometimes forget who you really are. Time to wake up now, and remember that you are a being of immense power and breathtaking beauty created in the image of God.

Current Favourite Song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bMY9MqCuK9I&feature=related

Current Favourite Scent:
Back to Burberry - Brit

Place that you belong to:
A. Land
B. Outer Space
C. Sky
D. Under water

I think I belong to the sea. Love the feeling when you are under water. Silence, carefree and relax.

Current in love with:
Drinking alot of water at one time. I can finish drinking 750ml of water at one time.
Putting on hoddie and sleep because is much warmer like tat.
Sleep once i got home at night to prevent me thinking too much.


Notes:
Going through really tough time these few days and I m feeling better I think.
Everything will go back in place and normal real soon.
I have already done whatever I can do.
Think too much mode - neutral
Got a test next week and I still don't have any clue.
Got distinction for 2 of my last minute assignments and I m pleased although I didnt really do well for the other one. Oh well at least I passed. @.@
The assignment demo went ok today but think I can do better next time and be more prepared.
Don't know what happened to my favourite website. Can't access it. I think they are doing some maintainance or something.
Feel like going to the beach. Not to emo just want to sit there, do nothing and just chill abit.
Shop alot these days because it is the only way to distress. Omg... sorry daddy..
Need to clean up my room again... omg.. so messy.